If you need to be told what to do, where you could help, how to find problems to solve, and get distracted/compare yourself to others - this isn't the place for you. Bilt rewards curious and opinionated people that can make a decision under pressure. Everyone is doing what they can to make sense and organize the huge undertakings of revolutionizing how we live. Ankur and leadership isn't here to hand-hold you or be your friend. If being expected to deliver, execute, and receive feedback (and criticism) constantly isn't what you want to do atm - don't work at Bilt.
Having expectations from your peers given to you is a privilege, they want to see you succeed! That doesn't mean earning their trust is easy. If you want support and the ability to take time off with no questions asked - that is a right you earn and aren't just given.