LMAO where do I even start. I can't even believe I was part of this cultish organization for so long but alas, I was a traumatized young woman needing to belong somewhere that felt like "family" wink*wink*
First off: what they are about is...v problematic (I mean what are we expecting here right? its an evangelical christian org that is built upon proselatizing with their pseudo-early protestant beliefs of manifest destiny eek)
-This org is definitely very homophobic.
-They are 100% low-key high-key racist.
Organizationally: (What the values are built on, the culture will follow in its own weird evolutionary way. In this case, very white, very middle class, middle America college campus culture stuff.)
-They have favorites in every sector of any grouping.
-Support raising methods are optimized for middle class white church goers. So barrier of entry: blessing in disguise for poor poc who get discouraged from it: yes, run! this is not the place for you to thrive in any shape or form) but if you do, prepare to suffer from poverty until you finally scrape money from not spending much thru couch/house surfing.
-Leadership methods are super white, corporate wannabes, wagging fingers with gaslighting if you don't prescribe to their way of life and invoking "professionalism" whenever beneficial to leadership.
-Grace only given to the favorites.
-You can't be fired unless you "sin" or you're "pushed out".
I could go on. But yah, run. Why do we even have christian non-profits still?